Today I returned to the gym to work with Jesse. I am totally impressed with all the training that the gym has offered so far, and his tips and motivation have definitely gotten me to where I am right now. I will tell you I am fairly impressed with where my body has brought me from 2 years ago to today. It has been an incredibly trying process, but with that process came a lot of patience and determination. I jogged the total of a mile today, which is a big change from barely walking unassisted! I know I have a long way to go, but that alone gives me motivation to continue.
This evening, after dinner and assorted chores were out of the way, I settled into a hot bubble bath. I have found this calms the soreness better than anything else. I set the music to a random shuffle and sat back. During one song, I looked over to the mirror to notice movement, and heard noise... Was I singing and dancing in the bathtub? Could it be? Have I moved beyond content?
Yes, I believe it is true... I am now to the point of saying I am truly HAPPY. It's a good feeling... :-)
Let the journey begin... I am SO ready. ;-)